Sleeping Beauty

"They say if you dream a thing more than once, it's sure to come true"

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Dont forget to bring your number 2

I am sitting in a lobby i think, at school watching all the other students walk past eager and anxious to get to their next class while i slack off with a pizza and diet coke. i have a test in roughly thirty mins, and to be honest i should be at least reading over my notes but all i see when i open the PowerPoint page is black blurs on a white background. Also i just dont think it would be right to study up on eating disorders while eating a mini pizza, just so inappropriate, (i have an excuse for everything). i hate school, always have i expect i always will, and no it is not because i don try or dont care, i have actually be in every school setting possible. i went to Montessori preschool, half public half catholic elementary school, i half home schooled half public schooled through middle school. i even went to a special unschooled school(still not sure how it worked) sophomore year i home schooled again, then end of high school i went to a super uptight christian school. Nothing worked, i never understood anything and i never liked any of them. i am not stupid in any way and i am not mentally retarded in case anyone was wondering, i tend to think i am very bright, i can solve problems before most people even realize there is a problem. i can tend to a wound with out any first aid tools and i can cook a full four coarse meal by using my imagination. Everything i learned was just through daily activity, if i was interested in something then i set my mind to it and became the best at it. i just never worked well in any school setting. Oh well, obviously based on the fact that i now have ten mins till my nutrition test that, im not too worried about my future.

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